February 2012
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Chillin’ here in the atmosphere, Cause that’s where [his] love takes me. Head in the clouds, but I’m lookin’ around And I can see that’s my baby.
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You don’t see it…but I’m scared. I’m freaking scared…what if this is really happening? :/ I’m scared…and I’m afraid that this is the only way you’d come back. I don’t want this to the only way to lead you back to me…
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Friday. Thoughts.
Since I’m sick, I’m laying in bed and when that happens, thoughts seem to rush at me. Right now I’m thinking about Friday…I worked early on Friday and once I got out, I got to see you. I picked you up and drove you to work. We stayed in my car for a bit and before we both parted, you hugged me tightly like you used to.
You didn’t just hug me, you whispered to me that you miss me and you asked me...
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amorousyouth asked: Yeah, I love the show. I just should not have gotten high before I watched it. STUPID. STUPID. STUPID.
Anonymous asked: day 38 of wah?
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It’s almost going to be day 38….
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Normal people: Aw, look at the couple. They're so cute!
Me: I wonder if they've fucked yet.
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Reminds me of HS--4SR.
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I feel so close to you right now, It’s a force field. I wear my heart upon my sleeve, like a big deal. Your love pours down on me, surround me like a waterfall. And there’s no stopping us right now— I feel so close to you right now.
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Idk whether to be happy, sad, or indifferent about what just happened.
Ahh, his presence that tight hug and a slight kiss felt right. I know what I feel, I just don’t know whether I want to have these feelings. I mean I don’t wana lose ‘em but I also don’t wana get my hopes up just to have them ripped and crushed.
P.s. I could barely even look at you, I was shaking and I...
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I was doing okay…I was…fuck fuck fuck. I missed those type of hugs. Just a few days ago I needed someone to hug me and just hold me genuinely and he did right now…sigh. Fuck fuck fuck.
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I’m sitting here watching the planes and the cars go by. So far, two planes have lifted off in the air. I watched as they lifted and took off, but once they got lost in the clouds…I got this sadness… And then the plane begins to emerge from the clouds… Do you guys see where I’m getting at? :/
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“I’m tired of problems and stress right now.”
What about me? You think I’m all jolly and dandy? You think I’m in the best place? You think I’m doing great? You think this doesn’t kill me? You think this doesn’t stress me out?
If you don’t think so, then why did I lose my appetite for almost three weeks? Why did I cry and go fucking nuts for...
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I hate the fact that I was “ok” before yesterday.
You seem to pull me back accidentally and then all my emotions rush back at me and fuck me sideways.
I just want everything to be okay again, I want everything to be great like they were not that long ago :/
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Scent.
After I got pushed into the pool on Thursday, Rubby let me barrow one of her sweaters. I still have it now, and I find it a little odd that the scent that it has…reminds me of you… :/
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Nancy! I love you :3
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If he cheated with you, he’ll cheat on you.
